under arrest so to speak...

...i feel as though i'm trapped, under arrest.

pantomiming inside of a plastic cage of indecision and fear. maybe not pantomiming, but definitely cold & numb whatever it is.


i'm having trouble getting my voice out...
people are always calling me out for mumbling, and I think it's just that if people heard what i really had to say i fear they may not like me or worse...that i would be known. oh the fear...so easily entangles...